things might not look as if what it seems
i may look happy on the outside
well
maybe im really happy on both inside and outside
but
sometimes
i'm just crumbling up


but now im really happy
cos i got forced by my mum to cut my hair
which i thought would turn out to be a disaster
but no lah, i actually look better now
i feel free-er
heeheeheeheeh

yeah okay



so today band was normal
a little awkwardness can resolve everything
but we're not really
say,
normal friends yet
we're just
friends
understand?
super malu luh, mr tan wants the band to throw a party for me during band camp
and i was like staring around at brenda and zibi
they were smiling at me
brenda was laughing crazily
ahhaaha
then mr tan told the whole band to rmb me
THEN THE WHOLE BAND TURNED AROUND AND LOOKED AT ME
somemore i was in the corner
and then the whole band just turn their heads can see liao
AND IT'S NOT JUST THE JUNIOR BAND!!
it's including sec 2s!!
OMG LUH



yeah
i'm real bored right now
and i'm told to relink vannesa
helping vince with some stuff
and relaxing on the chair
staring at the comp screen
thinking about what's life
why got so many problems
why must live
why so happy
why so sad

okay that's stupid emo

i hate being emo
but i love being emo

yeah wth am i talking
i hope u get it, cos im just too bored and talking loads of crap
hahahaha





kejia