SHITSHITSHITSHIT
there's band tmr.
its a good thing.
but its a bad thing.
cos i dont know the notes for postcards. i hate myself for not able to sight read well.
and mr brando tan is coming down for full band tmr. he's the main snr band conductor.
and his instrument is trombone.
i am gonna die.
he's gonna look down on me.
im a piece of shit.
i wanna prove it to him i can do it.
but definately not by tmr.
and tmr i'll get very very depressed again.
because i'm not able to play the notes.
hopefully he'll cover singapura medley.
but what if he covers postcards.
its just too hard. i've been trying to get the rhythm into my head.
yes and after a few attempts, i finally did. but now, its the posistioning problem.

omg, i totally cried just now.
brando tan is coming down tmr.
and i know it.
i know that he's gonna say i sound like shit.
hopefully he can understand that it's hard.

haiz.
im gonna be depressed tmr again.
T_T
I'm totallt gonna keep myself awake no atter how tired i am. haiz.

TROMBONE JUNIORS! STRIVE!



kejia