OH YES.
i can be fucking bitchy when i'm really pissed.
i can be a fucking backstabber when i'm really pissed.

but of course, that's not what i do everyday.

COMPLAINING, yes complaining IS IT A CRIME?! no. and even if u complain to YOUR VERY OWN GDGDGDGDGD FREN it doesnt make much difference. complaining to ur gdgdgdgd fren is not a crime. OH NO, but wen. something happens. IT BECOMES A CRIME.

much backstabbing has taken place.
i'm not suite sure if it's called backstabbing.

no one trusts me anymore.


yes, reference from my own gdgdgdgd fren.

no one trusts me anymore.


my gdgdgdgd fren says that.


and now, i have to face someone i see almost everyday.
someone i used to be best friends with.

must this happen?

(and it's not referring to u, brandy, zibi, or salmon.)


must this happen?




band's alrdy stressful enough.
now i have to FACE someone 2 seats away from me.
some who i used to tell all my troubles to.
YES, ALL.
i tell u all my troubles. ALL.

these few days, i realised .
2 times.

nevermind.


seriously, some guy i told "i love u" to everyday, now has become my enemy. (not salmon)
and now, some guy i used to brag to everyday has become my enemy.

gelang, it's playing.
tons and tons over again.
i'm getting fucking sick of it.
it's ringing in my ears.
i dont want.
i just cant off it. or there'll be complete silence.
and whispers.



yeah, whatever, i wont cry about this kind of stuff. i've realised the true meaning of friends.
i dont wanna be fucked up enemies with u both.
so, im sorry, okay.

i'm sooo tired. my lips are burning like fuck hell
and my eyelids keep dropping
i wish i could go to bed now
but i cant
cos im crazy
and im bitchy
and.

no one trusts me anymore.
(brandy, do u?)
(zibi, do u?)
(salmon, do u?)



NO ONE.
is that true?

if it is,
i'm gonna jump off the building right now.








2007 is indeed a very unforgetable year zibi,
it is the part of our lives,
where we meet the bitches,
the backstabbers,
the bastards,

but also the part where we find the true meaning of life,
the part where u find ur fated friends,
the part where u understand what's love.

i really don't want this to happen to us, *****.
and you too, *******.











kejia