Thursday, September 06, 2007 -{'7:00 PM
OH NOOO!!~ ))):
danhui's not gonna make our life easy after the exams. refer to her blog. i'm scared already. i fear the pumpings, i fear the running of rounds, i fear the scolding of the BMM, DM, BMA.
we are trying our best already!!! i know we didnt do well for jbf, but we reaaaaally tried our best already. after the JBF, me and reiko were screaming, we felt we did really well, better than before when we put aside our fears. but after all the talking, dan hui, kdsz, and some other seniors, we realised that we played THE WORSE and sounded like STUPID SHIT. you know, that really discouraged us? i felt like crying when you all said thatt.
sometimes its not our fault that we dont play well, its just some people who dont bother to put in effort, and the gd and hardowrking ones have to endure pumpings for them just becasue they dont give a damn for band. i'm gonna bet, that after e fye, sure got people cry after scolding in pumping posistion, or some will just break down during pumping position, some will just drop tears when doing all the hard and harsh pumpings, some will just drop and faint when doing pumpings[brenda pls take care of urself], some will have muscle cramp after the pumpings. we know all these are punishments, and you dont want us to do it either. we know u have endured all these before, and now, what you want is just for us to put in some effort and play well, and we have to suffer all these pumpings, which sometimes just makes the juniors pissed and angry and sad and will hate band, but when we recieve encouragement, we will brighten up and put in our best effort to play.
its all the stupid slacking people, which dont give a damn, who dont put in some shitty effort. fidgeting costs us more than 30 pumpings, and not playing well, not playing good, costs us more than 40 pumpings. talking in band also costs us some pumpings. i shall make it a fact i rather run rounds than do pumpings. T____________T. what for? what for must we do pumpings as a form of punishment? being late for falling in also owes pumpings. and pupeng's seconds are so fasst. 1--2--3--4--5 hers is 12345. for 1 second we nid to do 10 pumpings. isnt that abit ridiculous?!
thanks xiao dan for that superrr long letter of yours. thanks seniors for supporting us. thanks everyone who supported me. i will watch my attitude and language.
very little juniors have been showing attitude to the 2 band majors, and the 1 drum major. we are REN-ING. we are PAITIENT-ING. we are really trying our best.
when i see salmon's face filled with sadness and sorrow, i feel sad. when i see salmon's face filled with anger and hatred, i feel angry. when i see salmon's face filled with happiness and joy, i feel happy. when i see salmon's face filled with greed and gold, i feel "GRAAAAGH THAT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN!".
yes salmon i love you. >--^--('>
kejiaa =DDDD
