My dear girl,
i know this might be all too harsh for you. i know that u are thinking the seniors are neglecting us, they are trying to make us suffer and do better with pumpings, but i dont think you should think that way. as salmon said, we should all take it as a challenge. we should prove them all wrong.WE MUST DO WELL, we must strive. be strong my dear, i'll always be there to support u!

i school, i'll be there for you, whenever you need me, whenever you need a shoulder to cry on. no matter what, my mum forces me to go home, i have project work, i need to go for sectionals, i can be with you and emoing in a corner, where no one could disturb us, and u'll just cry. ((: dont forget, i'm your dear dear best friend, and i'll always always always be there for youu!!

hahaha, i remember when we fought, it was really very depressing. i regretted it for not comforting you when some bad things happen, i cried too you know((: i really could not imagine a day without you my dear girl, i love you too much!

dont thing that was disgusting, ((: , i really do((: dont be sad already ok!! treat it as what salmon said, take it as a challenge, then overcome it. you told me u'll be strong, so u have to be strong. dont quit band so easily. dont treat it as a war between the juniors and the seniors. no matter how much you dislike or HATE them, dont ever treat it as a war. well, if you'll really quit band, i wont, but i will join art club. ((: and be with you as much as i can. please dont try to quit band, because when i thought about it seriously after you sent me the msgs, i thought and thought. salmon sent me those beautiful encouraging msgs, and it made me regain my confidence. dont care about what the seniors wrote on their blogs. BRENDA, CONCENTRATE. you have to be really strong. i dont care, when u faint during pumpings, no matter what, im gonna get up and help u up. im gonna be with you. im gonna encourage you alll the way. im gonna help u. im gonna overcome all the hard obstacles. im gonna comfort u when u're feeling down. im gonna ignore salmon no matter how much it takes when u need me. im gonna make u patch i all up with octopus, and im gonna make you love band. i dont care how hard its gonna be, I WILL HELP YOU. you are my dearrest friend ever, and im not gonna let u fall down just like this. be strong my dear girl, BE STRONG!!

I WILL HELP YOU, NO MATTER HOW, I WILL HELP YOU. I DONT CARE HOW, I WILL HELP YOU. ANYTIME U NEED ME, I WILL HELP YOU. ANYWHERE U NEED ME(BE IT IN CLASS OR IN BAND), I WILL HELP YOU. I WILL I WILL I WILL. cos im willing.

dont be discouraged by the fact that the seniors said we're lousy, dont be discouraged by it, make it a challenge. we'll go through this together. we'll pull thorught i together. we'll help each other pass the storms tha are ahead of us. we will be together. ((:




i hope all that helped you alot. ((: im willing to help. i will help. i must help.((: i love you!!


andthankssalmon((:


kejiaa =DDDD